Y eddy not as keng as t-mac? man, if only ed entered NBA. I WOULD be so proud of him!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i WILL LIVE TO TELL THE TRUTH BOUT THIS WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are u sure u been through wat i been through? U don't even know bout anything! HAve u ever felt set bak? have u ever seen ur dreamS shatter right infront of ur eyes? have u ever cry and wish u do not have to go through hell!? Have u ever seen ur pal dying in front of u? HAve u ever gone through a day in which if u don't get it u know ur whole life is gonna be pale!? do really know wat is poor? poor till it forces u to WORK UR ASSSSSS OUT!! HAVE U? FUK not of course! u ain't nvr responsible! u piece of shit?! how do i go through and still remain number 1? cause i been through the shit hole! have u?

Fuk those who doubt me! cause when i grind it, i bear it but when i win it u guys wanna share it! U can lick from under the cheese under my nuts! and stick ur own finger up ur ass with the FML sign on ur forehead! fuk apit! i'm outi!

18th April, day of resurrection.

A team which such high qualities in the art of warfare. Shooting opponents were their best skills, it was their gift of talent. They were chosen as friends, as partners and as team mates. It started by a boy named Sut Nin. He told his story of the game of war to his friend, Hau. Word spread on to Josh. As they were young, they needed some more, they needed war.

They call upon a frenly first time game with their friends at tmn Desa. It was the day of addiction. It was the day of madness. It was the day where two boys found out they were almost undefeatable. They needed more, they wanted more! Hau decided to make his very own team. A team in which if their hands hold upon a marker, they would nvr loose.

The first of it's very kind , a team was formed. Hau, josh, ed , shing and...shawn. The team was good, but it was imperfect. Hau, josh and ed felt the team is not doing so well because the whole team depended on this three young men. They needed a team which is way better. They found Sut Nin. From then on, they were unbeatable. They were like champions!

As one knows far too much, perfect is always imperfect. Arguements heated up on who shall bear the name captain. The team fell apart, nvr did they play together again.

After all those times! times of lesson and times of humiliation! The team is resurrected. On the 18th of April , is where they will stand and fight! To prove to every1 out there, to prove to themselves! That even they had lost it once! they are still the best! BLITZ!

Was driving today. If u drive , u would know sometimes u would be almost the same speed as the car beside. So, today, as said, i was driving and i was at the same speed as the car on my left. He was a lil front. I could see his total upper body. Guess wat i saw? that inconsiderate motha fukin asshole was reading a comic book in one hand and driving with the other. Not to mention, it wasn't a straight road. How in the world does he think? How considerate is that? has he nvr thought of the safety of others? If he doesn't care for his own, he should care for the others! Wat if he killed a child? how would the mother feel??? how would the family feel?????

Not only driving, ppl who smoke! some are totally inconsiderate! have they ever consider others health? i see some bitches juz flicking away their lil paper roll on to the ground in an open restaurant. Kids eat there, families eat there. Every1 knows kids would love to run around, and they often fall because their legs are still not strong or they are to caught up in their mini game. Wat if a lil child fall on the the cigarrete bud and it's still burning, it would burn his/her skin isn't it? Burn the child forehead how?? become indian ah???

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Much to do next week
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o did i mention, i am a good public speaker when i'm angry, all my frust and anger comes right out through my tongue. I think i could win obama in election if i was angry lol. May the war of words....begin...

i a........i have always admired u since day 1 i knew u . Who is that? u may ask, my tongue is tied on this. Dun ask, Dun tell. We might have met up b4, we might not. We might have gone out together b4, we might not. I juz feel like the whole world is coming down on me again, my shoulders now weigh heavier than b4. Lil things i should have told u , lil things i should have done, but i nvr took the time, nonetheless u were always on my mind. I have my dreams to catch, to hold. I can't let anything stop me, i don't have the income to support u, u might say i have my own money, but i juz don't feel well if a boy can't support his girl even if it's a gf. I have grown, i have told, i have said, i have seen, but i have nvr held my dream for i have failed twice in my life, still smiling as i go, still crying deep down.U were the only girl which i am shy to , nvr was i shy to any girls which i met in my life, only u and it will always be u. I have cried over this, thinking if u were my girl, how happy we could be.... if only... if only u come for me..if only u tell me...if only u knew

"stretches" , today's a rare occasion for me. I woke up, stare at the com for a couple of minutes, brush my teeth and go back to sleep for another 6 hours. U know, i actually always tend to be lazy to brush my teeth. Hehe, but i know the right ways to brush AIGHT! so i seen ppl brush taking like 2 minutes?3 minutes? i take 10 minutes, cause i brush every inch of my teeth! well, tat's the correct way actually and science said it's the correct way too. Ur front tooth, u don't brush it left to right/ right to left/ horizontal movement. U are suppose to brush it in a circular motion, that's what i learnt fromt he KOREANS. U know wat? i got a few korean friends right, where they only brush their teeth every 2 days, and i ask y? they said, it's bad to brush teeth, ok...that's insane..but they have these certain TEA, they gorgle like how we use listerine. OK, at least the smell is gone, but i don't think the teeth are clean.... hmmmm.....

crazy thoughts i have from last nite till today. WAT THOUGHTS? see, i read this article bout celebrities having sex with producers to get into a cast for a movie. This are the thoughts that made me sick and wanna puke. Here i am, working my bitch ass off trying to get into the castlist, and there they are..having sexual fun and getting into the cast list, main character somemore... anyways, i get the sick thoughts coz i have frens in the same field, and the thought of them ding those...urghhh sick.. BUT i am over with the thoughts, how??.... party, hehe

I had time today to ponder bout my frens. I've always wonder, when i was in skool in the old days, we were all frens and all, but when u come out , it's only 3 person which i always see.. sut/josh/ed. Funny, i nvr treated them as frens, i treat them like blood brothers. Damn, that's a nice term, and it's real. I get to REALLY know josh when i was in form.........form.....1 or 2 i think. I actually knew him when we were juz 4 years old!!!!! can u believe that???? 4 years old till now!!! i wonder if we were born in the same hospital, lying side by side in the baby bed. Sut, i knew him when i was primary, forgot how i knew him though lol. Ed, was in form 1 when i saw this awsomely cool attitude guy, my first thought of him was "damn, this guy give me the chill for the cool". Anyways.. homeys for life.

For the time we were frens till brothers, man..to think that we are gonna seperate later on, for our studies and career...i get tears man. But, we have to do what we have to do, for we are what we are in this world.By any means, whatever the case, "thumbs the heart" bros will be bros.

i juz got shot by words of mouth by sut. Juz that past friday we went to eat mcD for lunch at pyramid as the price for some of the sets dropped. So, juz to let yall know.... i diggggggggggg/lovveeeeee mc chicken . HAvent been eating mcD for ages, Y? 1: too expensive 2:bad for health. So, since the price went down, who gives a shit bout health...EAT ONLY!
So, as usual, i bought a set of mc chicken and and extra mc chicken burger"ALAH carte" so it seems. Sut's eyes have already said it all "this motha fuka eats a whole lot!". So while eating, we saw shirley and she cam to us...chatter chatter chitty chitty. I went to refil the coke then... all a sudden i wanted another burger, on the spot, sut said "crazy ah?" as in "how big is ur stomach?" . So, i was emotionally disturbed after the "crazy ah?" . Lol. jk, so i decided to get an ice cream. I then said "i want ice cream, sut u want a not?? he shaked his head and gave me the u eat a lot sort of look. I then asked ed "u want?" he replied "eat so much..crazy ah?" . I nearly went into trauma, lol, jk.. so i went to get an ice cream. Came back licking it all.. both of them said, how u keep fit also i dunno. Well, i also dunno lol.... i juz eat eat and eat only.. kekekeke

i am gonna dress up like a nerd tomorrow, cause i feel juz like him right now

i heard that streamyx is gonna be alright after 5th of march..they better be. Y nobody tell me ah?? only 1 person told me... ~_~

damnnnnnnnnnnnn sloooow.

ALI- wat is so slow babu?
Babu- slow je la...
Ali- apa yang kau ni slow cakap ni?
Babu- ni la, streamyx....macam babi!
Ali- ya allah, betul tu, streamyx macam babi la... tak beri notice atau apa apa kepada kita, bagi internet yang begitu slow...masih nak buat promotion lagi untuk attract lagi banyak orang. Upgrade la dulu...babi
Babu-ya, betul tu ali..kita memang satu otak la..fikir pun sama.

HEY! trying to practice my bm aight, but now yall know y i always get D/C in my bm papers...haih... wat to do? all i learnt was babi and ya allah.. tat's my bm vocab for me.